不知道为什么我终觉得有一种被出卖的感觉。心里觉得怪怪的。很不自在。也许是我自己想太多了。不知道接下来的路要做什么才能帮助自己。感觉越来越强。也许怕被出卖吧。
请背叛的感觉快点远离我吧。

After since being with you for so long, you still doubt me? Doing everyhig for the family for you and our babies but why you don trust me? Everyday what i do is just go to work and coming back home. Go out is only occasionally.
Judging from today, are you being jealous? So should i be happy instead as at least i know that you will be jealous?

Please my dear dear, i only love yoy and our babies. I don need more than that. Dear dear all i need is your love your care your concern and your attention. DOn you know that? DOnt you feel me? Do you understand me? After being with you for so many yewrs you still don know how i feel?
Dear.... love for you will never change. My heart always belongs to you and only you. Can you understand can you feel the same? What i jeed is only you. And only you is all i need. Please give me more trust. And please trust me. I only love you...